sigh everyone is either pissed or angry at me I guess have been receiving pissed off messages and and some don’t even bother replying sigh what on earth did I do wrongly I really wanna know )’: it’s hurting so badly inside it’s killing me. REALLY )’:
I miss his art so much i wish I knew his new url
I should just give up on everyone, everything nothing really seems to help.
school’s horrible well actually everything is. My parents probably hate me cause I don’t do as well as my friends/classmates. My groupmates for SIA are just thanks I’m sorry jermaine I was not paying attention I’m sorry okay. Ugh. Such a screwed life with all those idiots. Anyway, since when was I the music rep oh how would I know since your in hmp, it’s a pity you can’t be I know you’d love to just to suck up. People tell me it’s no good disliking so many people but what can I do? They do stuff to annoy me what I have already tolerated this since idk when. I’m sorry for ranting idrc anymore. I’m just gonna treat tumblr as a blog. And you. You don’t just pms at me for one day and then expect me to continue talking to you like that. You ignore me when you see me though always saying I’m very nice yeah yeah I believe you. TOTALLY. And then I’m just there (not trying to be egoistic or anything) but trying to cheer you up hoping you’d feel better. And yes it doesn’t work so I just ignore you since you are still as emo as ever. Like your my good friend I just want to help can you at least show some feelings and not just dao people. It hurts it fucking does. Can you imagine you trying to console people and they’re just like I shall ignore her. Hey I have feelings too. Maybe I should seriously just stop caring about people and let them lead their life the own way they want it. Since I don’t get anything good out of it other than making myself more depressed. Thanks guys thanks y’all have been so nice to me. Really appreciated it.
